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75 Dynamic Writing Prompts for Addiction / Recovery Journaling
A compilation of 75 writing prompts related to addiction / recovery, spirituality, and creative writing / fun.
Jul 11, 202411 min read


Are You Dissociating? 18 Specific Descriptions of Dissociative Symptoms
An explanation of what dissociation is, what triggers it, and a list of 18 highly specific examples of dissociative symptoms.
Jul 2, 20245 min read


Opioid Receptor Dynamics 101: Full vs. Partial Agonists, Antagonists, and Precipitated Withdrawal
An overview of mu opioid receptor dynamics that explains affinity, full agonism, partial agonism, antagonism, tolerance, and withdrawal
Jun 25, 202419 min read


Shadow People Captured on Camera: Stimulant Psychosis Screenshots
Curated screenshots of a textbook example of stimulant-induced psychosis.
Jun 18, 20240 min read


Endless Tab: The Grand Total of How Much I've Spent on Opioids Over the Past 15 Years
A run-down of the direct financial costs of my opioid addiction during the past 15 years of full-blown active addiction. I've also estimated
Jun 12, 202413 min read


I Was Never "Normal": What It's Like to Be a Drug Addict Who Hasn't Started Using Yet
I was never "normal."
Indeed, from my middle school memories onward, I recall an omnipresent Edge™.
My body didn't seem quite the...
Jun 8, 20247 min read


Jessica Kent: Make It Make Sense (Part 2)
Part 2 of my series on the downfall of Jessica Kent, a prison reform and addiction / recovery YouTuber with over one million followers....
May 28, 202415 min read


The Selfish Genes That Prospered: The Evolution of Addiction
A humorous take on the history of addiction, including theories explaining why the genes for addiction are so prevalent in modern humans.
May 19, 202418 min read


Suboxone and Methadone Maintenance: Double-Edged Sword or Sword of Damocles?
Why the three "best things" about buprenorphine (Suboxone) and methadone maintenance can be detrimental to someone who is ready to leave...
May 14, 202411 min read


Happy Mother's Day (From an Addict Son to his Long-Suffering Mom)
To the woman who taught me about the Golden Rule and the Rules of Evidence; how to walk the narrow path of righteousness and how to avoid...
May 12, 20247 min read


Four Key Questions To Answer Before You Book Your First Appointment With a Therapist
Remembering some of my weirder moments in therapy. Presents an overview of CBT, DBT, psychodynamic therapy, and EMDR. Addresses how to...
May 9, 202413 min read


The Second-Step Leap of Faith (12-Step Reflections Series)
In which one of the most spiritually defunct individuals of all time, suffering from an unbecoming existential and addictive panic, goes...
May 7, 202414 min read


AA Etiquette: What to Know Before You Hit Your First 12-Step Meeting
The vibe of positive personal change, spiritual growth, and accountability-taking that permeates 12-Step meetings is itself an...
May 4, 20249 min read


Off the Cuff, From the Heart
A subscriber who is a fellow writer and who suffers from a mental illness that isn't addiction emailed me with kind words about my piece...
May 1, 20242 min read


Medical-Grade Xylazine Product Review: Pure Garbage With No Place in the Recreational Pantheon
In which I discuss injecting xylazine sourced from a veterinary lab during my wayward youth, which was a lackluster experience if ever...
Apr 30, 20248 min read


At-Home Opioid Withdrawal Protocol: The Detox Essentials
How to make at-home opioid detox bearable. I focus on which prescription and OTC comfort medications are must-haves and which should be...
Apr 22, 202416 min read


Rest in Peace, Gabapentin
Gabapentin and xylazine provide a case study of why U.S.-style drug prohibition fails so miserably. I discuss how we can reform our system t
Apr 18, 202411 min read


A Month's Worth of Recovery Slogans Guaranteed to Turn Your Day Around
Even people who ultimately decide that AA and NA are not for them will often find that the maxims of the Program have burrowed deep into...
Apr 14, 20242 min read


10 Highlights From Johann Hari's "Everything You Think You Know About Addiction Is Wrong" (TED Talk Review)
"The opposite of addiction is not sobriety. The opposite of addiction is connection." A hundred years into drug prohibition,...
Apr 10, 20245 min read


12-Steppers Are Wrong About the Futility of Geographical Change
Any crusty old-timer in AA or NA will insist that geographical change is useless or even counterproductive. Are they wrong? Kapalua,...
Apr 9, 20246 min read
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