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Ralph Waldo Emerson Was a Little Unhinged
In praise of my Negativity Rennaissance; my version of Ralph Waldo Emerson's famous definition of success.
Oct 27, 20246 min read


Emma Wants to Live: Choice, Ritual, and Focal Anxiety in Addiction, EDs, and OCD
Reflection on the documentary Emma Wants to Live, which follows 18-year-old Dutch anorexic Emma during her final days.
Oct 16, 202411 min read


Community Update - New Article Coming Sunday (9/15)
Community update for the week of September 9, 2024.
Sep 11, 20241 min read


Snapshot: Does Anything Ever Really Change?
"In prosperity, our friends know us; in adversity, we know our friends"
John Churton Collins
Aug 9, 20246 min read


The More I See, The Less I Know: Three Flawed Models of Addiction
Meditations on what I consider to be the three primary models of addiction: The spiritual, the moral, and the medical.
Jul 25, 202418 min read


We Need a Fellowship in Detox / Withdrawal Medicine
U.S. physicians are in dire need of specialized training in withdrawing patients from physically and psychologically addictive drugs.
Jul 23, 202411 min read


July 2024 Life Updates: A Sick, Sad Summer
My Summer 2024 life updates, including progress on my methadone taper; my fiancé's immigration visa; and my stepfather's terminal cancer.
Jul 15, 202411 min read


Red, White, and Bummed-Out Blues: Uneasy Independence Day Reflections on American Politics in 2024 and American Decline in General
Four months from the 2024 presidential elections, as Americans describe themselves as unprecedentedly burnt out on our own politics, why...
Jul 7, 202415 min read


Nietzsche's Eternal Recurrence: What If You Had to Live Your Life Over and Over Again?
A poetic reflection on Nietzsche's concept of eternal recurrence - living your life over and over again, exactly as it is and has been.
Jun 30, 202410 min read


Drug Dealer's Sonnet: People Helping People
A Shakespearean sonnet for all of the drug dealers through all of the years. Sorry for blowing you up, homeboys.
Jun 1, 20246 min read


Happy Mother's Day (From an Addict Son to his Long-Suffering Mom)
To the woman who taught me about the Golden Rule and the Rules of Evidence; how to walk the narrow path of righteousness and how to avoid...
May 12, 20247 min read


International Love in the Time of COVID: Are "Long-Distance Relationships" Oxymoronic?
Some reflections on what a year and a half of involuntary separation due to the COVID pandemic has taught me about my relationship with...
Apr 4, 20244 min read


What Shape Is Your Soul?
Thoughts on Japanese horror comic book writer Junji Ito's story The Enigma of Amigara Fault. A panel from the story. Check out the full...
Mar 18, 20242 min read


A PSA: Please Stop Using Cluster B Terms; They're Not the Own You Think They Are
Ready to call your ex-whatever borderline, a narcissist, or a sociopath? Think twice. Put simply, the person calling someone a sociopath...
Jan 30, 20245 min read


Narco-Karma
Do we deserve the epidemic of addiction that's swallowing the U.S.? Dark thoughts for a dreary day. Beijing hood. I lived around the...
Jan 4, 20241 min read


Why This Atheist Is Headed Back to Church
Why religion might be worthwhile even if God doesn't exist... Dome of St. Sophia Cathedral, Harbin, China – one of a handful of Christian...
Dec 12, 20234 min read


What Is Hell?
Is it a fiery pit, eternal separation from God's love, or perhaps just insight into the true nature of things? I have spoke with the...
Dec 11, 20233 min read
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